I was sitting at my computer desk drinking tea and thinking about men.
I wonder why a person tries to be the best amoung people but he never do something
what could make us respect him?
I wonder why a person may be so unresponsible?
When I studied the 6th form at school in Jakarta we used to create a questionnaire and to give
it to each other to fill in. Once I offered my friend V. to fill in the gaps in my own questionnaire.
There was a question: "Whom do you want to be?" When I wrote this point I meant a profession
but V. wrote up there: "I'd like to become the person". When I asked about the meaning of her curious words
she replied: "I don't want to be a pig".
I was very surprised. I thought about how she didn't loved herself.
But now I'm very interested in this point: can a person love himself? May it be good or bad?
Now I can find an answer for this question: a person should not think he's the best. Thinking of
perfection is the best way to kill yourself.
If nobody is perfect I must be nobody...(c)